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Sunday, August 01, 2004

wahhh. hao xiang hui dao guo qu. i miss my old lifee. i miss my old life. i miss all the happy times. i miss her. i miss sumbody to teng me. i miss the feeling of being assured. i miss hafing recess wif her. i miss eating magi mee wif her. i miss studying wif her. i miss sharing my things wif her. i miss attracting her attention. i miss spoting her in a sea of blue. i miss stretching my neck looking out for her after assembly. i miss gifing her chocolate every morning. i miss receiving smalll gifts from her. i miss being special to her. i miss singing twinkle to her over the fone. i miss her messaging me. i miss her asking me to call her back after i reach home. i miss waiting for her for her rmd to end. i miss going hougang mall wif her. i miss going compass point library. i miss walking out wif her. i miss picking saga seeds wif her. i miss hafing breakfast wif her before training. i miss doing stupid things in front of her. i miss laughing at her. i miss hafing training wif her. i miss spiking the balls she set. i miss being there for her. i miss hafing my fone to ring every night. i miss her tellin me to sleep tight every night. i miss going to her house. i miss hafing her in my room. i miss takin 25 change 87 to go her house. i miss her sister. i miss xanthus. i miss being the one she will think of onli. i miss being there for her. i miss all the time i had wif her. i miss hafing lunch wif her. i miss writing leta to her. i miss her writing leta to me. i miss writing abt happy i am in my diary. i miss getting angry wif her. i miss her crying for me. i miss smiling. i miss staring into her face. i miss the way i was. i miss the way she made me special. i miss being in her mind. i miss the feeling of being happy. i miss all the yesterdays when she is still there. i miss her callin me dear. i miss hearing her voice. i miss calling her house number. i miss being assured that i am loved. i miss being the sumone special to her. i wan everything backk. i wann them back. i wan her. i still haf a lot of things haben do. a lot of things haben sae. i wan everyone. i wannn to leave school. now. i duwan to be reminded of everything in the past. i jus wan to stop thinking abt her. i noe i cant turn back time. tt whie i jus wan to die. to stop all this. n i am reali sorry. i realised that i haf been treating u as a substitute. i ve been using u to forget her. realli sorry tt i cant forget her. tt i ve made ur life miserable. tt i ve been unknowingly comparing u wif her. haf been wanting u to do the things she did. haf been hoping tt u can made me feel the way she did. but u are not her. gif me some time. i am sorry. i thot i can forget. but i still cant. u are not her. u cant take her place. no matter wad we did together. is not the same wif the time i spend wif her. cos u are not her. i noe its not fair. i am sorry.

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